Okay so this is the first
poem I ever wrote, so yeah.
It can get depressive so read
at your own will.
I sit in my chair,
Thinking about my life without you,
Now I cry as you say,
You don’t want me today.
So I head to my room To cry without you.
I open the door,
I lay down on the floor,
As I cry even more.
Trying to end the pain,
Trying to forget your name,
The blade in my hand,
As I’m crying out loud.
It pierces the skin,
The red liquid pouring out,
The pain feels so good,
Like an adrenaline rush,
But once I cut enough I know I must stop.
The blade is now dropped,
As the skin becomes weak,
The hand is now dead,
And the blood is so red,
The heart beats so fast,
As I reach for my bed,
Now the beat is slowing,
And the breath is dead.
So I no longer have,
The worries in my head,
How they always said,
That I was better off dead,
Well they got what they wished,
I did what they asked,
My heart beat has now stopped,
As I lay dead and flat.
He stood silently amidst the darkness,
staring at the shimmering light in the distance.
Confined in his own thoughts he wondered about the mysteries of life,
and of his own existence.
He found himself trapped within a fake reality,
one with fake people telling nothing but lies.
Where everyday people would put on meaningless smiles,
trying to hide their hopeless eyes.
He felt all alone,
all alone in this world without hope.
“Worthless” was the only thing he thought of himself,
as he found his life going down a slope.
The man walked towards the light,
dwelling further into his own mind.
Happiness is what he wanted,
but something he could not find.
As the man came closer there was a sudden feeling of warmth,
he saw a girl standing all alone.
Who is she? he asked himself,
this feeling… it was a feeling the man had once known.
he started walking faster towards the girl,
trying to reach the feeling.
The warmth coming from the girl,
it felt so appealing…
She sits in her room,
Her laptop in her hand,
As she talks to,
The only friends she has.
But they will all go,
The time will come near,
For this little girl,
To remove all her fear.
The time has come,
For this girl to say bye,
To the world around her,
And fly to the sky.
She sat their crying,
As she think of the life,
The life that she lost,
And the life that died.
She pulls a gun from her bed,
That she puts to her head,
As she sits and cries,
While she watches The world fly by.
She puts the gun to her head,
Because she's better off dead,
To be shot in the head,
So she pulls the trigger,
Now she lays dead in her bed.
Flashes
by Ishrak
I read, you like me.
I read, you were interested in me.
Or was it all just
A bloody virtual game to you, or
An eternal fake dream to me…
No looks no disgust
Could end up with a marriage
Your daughter and me
Will live for a lifetime,
That is if she descends happily with me.
This is no hallucination
This is the moment of revelation
You wrote you’d bond your life with mine
So keep your promise till the end.
I was happy I met you
I prayed to the lords’ everyday
For hopes of good days to hold ahead of us.
But you went seasons ahead of me,
Leaving me back here, all broken parts of me.
This is no hallucination
This is the moment of revelation
You wrote you’d bond your life with mine
So keep your promises till the end
Before burning all hopes in me to ashes
And leaving me with nothing but flashes.
Flashes of memories we hold together.
Death,
I long for you in these,
cold
dark
nights.
Knowing I will one day be with you
I find
comfort and
solace.
For life is poison for me
she plays with my emotions
and gives me promises
she will never fulfill.
Behind her smile I see a hate
for me.
I try to express my love for her
but I get none back.
I find myself questioning
Did I ever love her?
Each passing day,
I grow further away from her.
Each passing day,
I long to get closer to you.
Perhaps I shall leave Life
to become with you,
My Death.